idelttoilfsadness21
自由不迷失수直到死亡
- Jan 6, 2025
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I can't sleep…
If I sleep, I'm gonna be transported into a world I don't recognize…
I don't wish for my consciousness to always awaken during the day or night and I don't want to daydream…
I mean it!! I want to live in my daydreams and to see the true world and happiness of my delusional thoughts manifest into the perfect universe I want so badly…
I wanna see it so badly…
I wanna feel it…
Know it…
I love knowing my world is out there…
I hate living in this world so damn much and would kill to just be free…
I want so badly to be in a world of peace, happiness, and liveliness and so much joy and uniqueness…
If I were to ever live in a world, it'd be that and sleep everyday there knowing I'm at peace and the mornings will be even better while my dreams will be the only thing that make me relieved or numb to be happy…
I want to live in my fantasy world for once and just not be so delusional for once to believe everything will be okay than a world that forces me to be delusional and to believe and accept I should live.
If I sleep, I'm gonna be transported into a world I don't recognize…
I don't wish for my consciousness to always awaken during the day or night and I don't want to daydream…
I mean it!! I want to live in my daydreams and to see the true world and happiness of my delusional thoughts manifest into the perfect universe I want so badly…
I wanna see it so badly…
I wanna feel it…
Know it…
I love knowing my world is out there…
I hate living in this world so damn much and would kill to just be free…
I want so badly to be in a world of peace, happiness, and liveliness and so much joy and uniqueness…
If I were to ever live in a world, it'd be that and sleep everyday there knowing I'm at peace and the mornings will be even better while my dreams will be the only thing that make me relieved or numb to be happy…
I want to live in my fantasy world for once and just not be so delusional for once to believe everything will be okay than a world that forces me to be delusional and to believe and accept I should live.
