Deleted member 17949
Visionary
- May 9, 2020
- 2,238
I hate this body so much. It looks like shit and it comes complete with a brain that can't manage any simple tasks without having a breakdown of some kind. I hate seeing everyone around me living happy lives and knowing that most of them were just born normal and never hand to beg for help to stop themselves from roping. It feels so unfair having to put in an insane amount of effort just to reach what most people would consider 'normal' and then still being expected to put in more effort to get some kind of productivity out of life. I want to cut myself into pieces. I hate myself - I don't want to learn to love myself, I want to be someone else and if that isn't possible I'd rather burn to death than keep living as this useless pile of waste.