BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
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I'm just so tired. I know I just posted about Lamictal, but I'm probably going to refuse it. I don't want the side effects. It would be the 13th medication I've tried, if I remember right. I'm tired of trying.
My doctor will probably take me off of my current med because it's really worsened my urges to hurt myself.
I really wish I could get over my SI and end it already. I have the SN, antipsychotics, money to travel and book a hotel. Why can't I just fucking do it?
My doctor will probably take me off of my current med because it's really worsened my urges to hurt myself.
I really wish I could get over my SI and end it already. I have the SN, antipsychotics, money to travel and book a hotel. Why can't I just fucking do it?