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aBitTooInsane
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- May 18, 2022
- 6
Three years. She was the love of my life. Less than a week before she fucked the new guy, we spent an evening together that she said was "perfect" and "magical." She replaced me so easily.
I'm not contemplating suicide because I lost her per se. I'm actually pretty disgusted with her and feel a sense of relief having her out of my life. I'm way less anxious now. But what I used to feel with her was so real that I can't trust any feelings I have anymore. Happiness is an illusion. I don't want to find happiness again. I don't want to feel better. I don't want to feel.
I'm not contemplating suicide because I lost her per se. I'm actually pretty disgusted with her and feel a sense of relief having her out of my life. I'm way less anxious now. But what I used to feel with her was so real that I can't trust any feelings I have anymore. Happiness is an illusion. I don't want to find happiness again. I don't want to feel better. I don't want to feel.