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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I just don't want to do this anymore.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,188
In my case, I do not fear death, I only fear life. I see death as being the end to all suffering and it comforts me a lot. There really is no point in fearing death as it is inevitable for us all, all we are doing is waiting around to die anyway, that is what life basically is. I wish you the best.
 
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BurnBurnBurn

BurnBurnBurn

She/her
Dec 24, 2021
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Same here, I fear life more than I fear death…I suppose the only reason I haven't CTB yet is because I don't want my death to be painful. I want to be at peace when I go. That's the only hang up for me personally. Feel no shame though, the survival instinct is a strong thing to overcome; there's no shame in fearing death.
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I just want to do it. I didn't end up the person I wanted to be and I'm tired of working jobs I hate to distract myself. I've now completely sabotaged my careers and sold/gave away things that were of value. I'm young but I don't feel it (32) .. I don't feel any sparks or anything inspiring me. I KNOW why I feel this way and the effort to change it.. it's exhausting and I will only get more and more complacent.
 
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