bitofftoomuch
hold onto those who accept your messy self
- Jul 1, 2024
- 38
I don't want to be here. I don't want to feel this way. I'm overwhelmed and isolated and scared to go anywhere else. I honestly do not think this forum is the answer for me, it just currently feels like the only place I can be honest about how crappy I feel. I believe I should leave and go elsewhere, but I feel as though I cannot find the place. I'm so desperate for companionship. I feel as though it's eating away at me. I want to claw my way back into having relationships, but I'm tired and intimidated. I want to find a way to feel well enough in the short term that I can pursue the things that will make me happy with some shred of confidence.
