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There's this guy in the independent living group home I'm in. (it's a place for autistics). He wants to be my friend but he doesn't want to be my friend. He'll be my friend even tho he doesn't want to be friends with me. He doesn't want others to know that we're friends cause he's embarrassed of me. He calls me names n cusses me calling me a dumb bitch saying that he does that that I'll stand up for myself. Says I'm stupid and he's more smart. He hugs me and pats my head and i like that. He makes fun of how i walk ,too. Calls me manipulative. Oh and he also said last night that i should kill myself and how it will be less for my parents or something i dont know.. Today i lightly pushed his forehead with my hand and he was like "what the fuck ??" for contenxt ,we were talking about my shower that currently the hot water isn't working. I LIGHTLY pushed his forehead. After awhile of talking he just did hard on me and said that that's back for earlier. He wanted me to apologise but i didn't so he shoving my face to the side and hit it a bit. In the end i shouted at him to go away and to leave me the fuck alone and i went in to my room and cried. I don't know now :(
 
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Honestly, it doesn't sound like he's a friend. Doesn't talk or act like a friend. It sounds like he's abusive. You deserve to be treated better. He's the manipulative one, not you.
 
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Honestly, it doesn't sound like he's a friend. Doesn't talk or act like a friend. It sounds like he's abusive. You deserve to be treated better. He's the manipulative one, not you.
But he says no one will believe me eitherway cause no one will know that we're even friends and that if i tell someone that we're friends than he'll just ignore me n stuff n not help me n what not idk
 
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There's this guy in the independent living group home I'm in. (it's a place for autistics). He wants to be my friend but he doesn't want to be my friend. He'll be my friend even tho he doesn't want to be friends with me. He doesn't want others to know that we're friends cause he's embarrassed of me. He calls me names n cusses me calling me a dumb bitch saying that he does that that I'll stand up for myself. Says I'm stupid and he's more smart. He hugs me and pats my head and i like that. He makes fun of how i walk ,too. Calls me manipulative. Oh and he also said last night that i should kill myself and how it will be less for my parents or something i dont know.. Today i lightly pushed his forehead with my hand and he was like "what the fuck ??" for contenxt ,we were talking about my shower that currently the hot water isn't working. I LIGHTLY pushed his forehead. After awhile of talking he just did hard on me and said that that's back for earlier. He wanted me to apologise but i didn't so he shoving my face to the side and hit it a bit. In the end i shouted at him to go away and to leave me the fuck alone and i went in to my room and cried. I don't know now :(

If u r in indepndnt livng hme thn u shld tll th/ ownrs

H/ = on powr trp & usng u as a targt

'No1 wll belve u' = jst anothr wy t/ try 2 contrl u

Sty awy frm hm & tll th/ ppl runnng th/ hme
 
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If u r in indepndnt livng hme thn u shld tll th/ ownrs

H/ = on powr trp & usng u as a targt

'No1 wll belve u' = jst anothr wy t/ try 2 contrl u

Sty awy frm hm & tll th/ ppl runnng th/ hme
The people in charge aren't here at the moment ,theyre in their staff meeting until about 16:00 .
 
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paachi

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Jun 5, 2025
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There's this guy in the independent living group home I'm in. (it's a place for autistics). He wants to be my friend but he doesn't want to be my friend. He'll be my friend even tho he doesn't want to be friends with me. He doesn't want others to know that we're friends cause he's embarrassed of me. He calls me names n cusses me calling me a dumb bitch saying that he does that that I'll stand up for myself. Says I'm stupid and he's more smart. He hugs me and pats my head and i like that. He makes fun of how i walk ,too. Calls me manipulative. Oh and he also said last night that i should kill myself and how it will be less for my parents or something i dont know.. Today i lightly pushed his forehead with my hand and he was like "what the fuck ??" for contenxt ,we were talking about my shower that currently the hot water isn't working. I LIGHTLY pushed his forehead. After awhile of talking he just did hard on me and said that that's back for earlier. He wanted me to apologise but i didn't so he shoving my face to the side and hit it a bit. In the end i shouted at him to go away and to leave me the fuck alone and i went in to my room and cried. I don't know now :(
Believe me, he ain't a friend.
 
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versuchskaninchen

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Jan 28, 2025
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He's not a friend. He's someone abusing you and trying to abuse you more by saying no one will believe you.
I don't know how much contact you have with owners or nurses or anything but you do need to report this if you can. You deserve better than to be hurt like this. I hope for the best from a fellow neurodivergent <3
 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
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The people in charge aren't here at the moment ,theyre in their staff meeting until about 16:00 .

Np - jst plan with u r goin2 sy & tll thm whn thy cme out

Also try 2 pt ur phne audio on rcord whn h/ = arnd u w/o hm knowng - u mght ctch sme of th/ abse t/ us as evdnce
 
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