so tired or manic
Arcanist
- Jun 12, 2020
- 462
I'm pretty drunk. it's been happening more other. I keep hoping if I drink more it'll kill me, which may happen in 5-10 years, but I just black out after a while, which is peaceful in itself. I just wish I didn't wake up every time.
blacking out is happening less and less though as my body becomes resistant. the simple things become more complex and what little I have to look forward to seems so distant and far away.
when I'm drunk I want to socialize so I'm sure I'm posting a lot. apologies.
blacking out is happening less and less though as my body becomes resistant. the simple things become more complex and what little I have to look forward to seems so distant and far away.
when I'm drunk I want to socialize so I'm sure I'm posting a lot. apologies.