So I've had several very set-in-stone plans, they got blown up by me being stupid to put the date in the suicide note that was found. Now I'm thinking this is somehow salvageable and I don't know what to do. If I talk to anyone I'm admitting to lying to them for near a half year, theres only one person I really trust but I don't think that's enough, they have their own stuff going on.
So my options are to ctb (possibly for a reason that can be resolved, but I doubt it),
or keep going in pain in hope that help will eventually come. I really don't know so I'm inclined to hold off for a while..
edit: I'll still be around here but I feel different
So my options are to ctb (possibly for a reason that can be resolved, but I doubt it),
or keep going in pain in hope that help will eventually come. I really don't know so I'm inclined to hold off for a while..
edit: I'll still be around here but I feel different
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