socrates
I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
- Dec 3, 2019
- 270
I want to CTB, I'm so sick of everything, the guilt, the fear, the pain. And I know there is about a 99% chance in the next few years things will get infinatly worse for me. The exit bag which seems like my best option is just to expensive and I'm really worried I'll botch the SN. I'm just to much of a coward to try anything. I just wish I had a button to hit that could kill me in a second, but I'm so useless I probably won't even be able to hit it. I guess I hold on for the chance of a miracle.