Venting I don't think i can last a year

[Gstreater]

I know I said I want to try to live for a year but it feels like it's getting more and more difficult to stay alive. I want to just give up, buy a gun and shoot myself. Living is so painful, I have no reason to keep pushing forward I don't think there's hope for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's so tiring suffering in this existence, existing truly is so painful for me as well. But anyway I wish you the best.