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pupnix
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- Aug 12, 2025
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Things have been so hard for so long and feels like there is no escaping the pain. I married my person last year but about a month later they just stopped trying and didnt want anything to do with me anymore. After 6 months of increasing abusive behaviour from them, that i just put up with as i still loved them, one day they decided i was no longer allowed to talk or contact them. That was about 2 months ago and ive been trying so hard but this week they contacted me about getting a divorce and it has brought all the hurt back to the surface again. As well as that i have a terrible housing/living situation and i can't work due to being disabled, i get disability benefits but it wouldnt be enough to find somewhere else to live. I feel so trapped. I find myself telling myself all the time that i just can't do this anymore, i really don't see a future for myself. Im on antidepressants but they don't help at all all they do is give me terrible insomnia. Ive tried getting help ive tried so hard but im so tired.