KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
I look on social media, and also from my relatives who live in Australia,
I do not see them unhappy.
All I see is their bubbly personalities and freedom to do whatever they want.
I ask myself if I'm obsessed or have self hatred regarding my race,
but I've always made such a hatred fine line between asians and Asian-Australians/British/Americans.
I'm gonna acknowledge my self-hatred comes from citizenship,
not because I'm Chinese but because I'm Chinese-Chinese.
my suicide oneday will prove to my parents that they made the wrong choices in life (for not emigrating overseas when they had the chances) that costed my life.
My life stinks as a Chinese citizen.
Skilled immigration don't fix it no more,
It's too late in recent years, the policies are that strict.
I'm glad that I ever got to know the west.
Just sorry for myself I couldn't quite reach or be part of it.
I do not see them unhappy.
All I see is their bubbly personalities and freedom to do whatever they want.
I ask myself if I'm obsessed or have self hatred regarding my race,
but I've always made such a hatred fine line between asians and Asian-Australians/British/Americans.
I'm gonna acknowledge my self-hatred comes from citizenship,
not because I'm Chinese but because I'm Chinese-Chinese.
my suicide oneday will prove to my parents that they made the wrong choices in life (for not emigrating overseas when they had the chances) that costed my life.
My life stinks as a Chinese citizen.
Skilled immigration don't fix it no more,
It's too late in recent years, the policies are that strict.
I'm glad that I ever got to know the west.
Just sorry for myself I couldn't quite reach or be part of it.
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