I've been suicidal for years now but i can't just find out a way to die peacefully. SN is impossible to get and other methods would be incredible painful. Yet here i am with something that probably will kill me and i can't even get myself to go through with it. I have nobody and nothing is keeping me here but i cant. I know that this is the right thing to do and that i should but i just can't.
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mustard tiger
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- Mar 27, 2026
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