Kurushii
Student
- Jan 14, 2023
- 137
I don't know when I'll try to CTB. I've tried several times before in the past but those clearly didn't work. The next time I'll try, I'll succeed. But until then, I don't know what I'm doing. I don't want to put effort into fixing my life if I'll be gone anyway, so I won't. I am not interested in a painful life with insufficient relief. I never was. I want to make the most out of this sentience I'll (hopefully) never experience again. When the time comes where I can no longer bear living and I feel ready to go, whenever it comes, I'll start making the preperations. And no matter when that day comes, Ill always be ready to leave.
(sorry if my sentences are choppy, I can't think very well)
(sorry if my sentences are choppy, I can't think very well)
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