I don't know what to do

[kvheeo]

I don't know what to do. Sometimes it's just too much, all this pain. I'm not happy, I never was, and at this point I really think I'll never be. I just want this pain to end. The only think that is keeping me from going is my little sister, I don't wanna live her alone and I don't think she would be able to overcome and heal from something like this. I can't do this too her, but everything is just too much.

I don't know what to do.

 

[bobblong]

Maybe left a note for your sister ? Or wait until she has a worthy husband before choosing to ctb ?

 

[Aisley]

Obligations like this really morph a life into more of a service, don't they? I only ever try to tell people what they already know so here it is: you should stay until she's grown.

 

[Mirrory Me]

Joy is a kind of resonance that you can adapt to by doing and thinking about happy things, you get a positive experience from them. Also that you intervene in things that produce bad mood heals the blocks that are an obstacle to this.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like such a difficult situation to be trapped in, it's true that there is no real relief from suffering in this world and it's very much understandable wishing to be free from it all. But anyway I wish you the best.