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Already Gone now

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Oct 15, 2022
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I really don't know what to do now, I don't have any friends or family to help me and I'm stuck in the mindset between self harm and suicide and I don't have any real reasons for clinging to life. I'm a miserable piece of shit and I just want out of the hopelessness. I just need someone to help me find SN and maybe sit with me while I pass. No one will miss me and I have nothing to lose. I've never felt so empty and hollow before in my life . Someone, anyone please help me, I don't know what keeps stopping me from doing the deed. ..
 
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brokenpersi

brokenpersi

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Jan 23, 2023
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I don't want to die because I know that life can be wonderful, but right now I'm living in hell and I don't know if I'll ever get out of it again.
 
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looking_for_peace

looking_for_peace

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Dec 4, 2022
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I really don't know what to do now, I don't have any friends or family to help me and I'm stuck in the mindset between self harm and suicide and I don't have any real reasons for clinging to life. I'm a miserable piece of shit and I just want out of the hopelessness. I just need someone to help me find SN and maybe sit with me while I pass. No one will miss me and I have nothing to lose. I've never felt so empty and hollow before in my life . Someone, anyone please help me, I don't know what keeps stopping me from doing the deed. ..
I wish I could give you some sources for SN, but all I can offer you is some company. I will happily be there for you, whenever, so feel free to message me. Tell me whatever is on your mind my friend, and I will do my best to support you. I'm sorry you feel so hurt.
 
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Already Gone now

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Oct 15, 2022
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I wish I could give you some sources for SN, but all I can offer you is some company. I will happily be there for you, whenever, so feel free to message me. Tell me whatever is on your mind my friend, and I will do my best to support you. I'm sorry you feel so hurt.
Thanks, I appreciate the time you used to message me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,758
It's very much understandable just wanting to be free from all the suffering, of course it can be so tiring feeling trapped here and I really wish that suicide is more straightforward for us. We certainly shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave behind an existence that we never even asked for.
 
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Aug 28, 2022
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You need friends ❤️
 
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You need friends ❤️
I'm too reclusive to be in public to make friends. And my trust issues are so fucked up, I don't know how to give someone that chance...
 
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