sadstuffie
Student
- Aug 11, 2020
- 157
hi.
i can honestly say that this is probably the worst thing that has happened to me in years.
so, recently i went on a trip to go see my gf, but unfortunately things didn't go as expected so i ended up leaving early.
TW for s/a
so, im having a really hard time admitting to myself that i was probably sexually assaulted. it makes me feel like just ending it right at this moment. i have no one to talk to unless i call the hotline or something.
ive been having panic attacks & crying nonstop.
i don't feel real. i don't know what i should do. i know i can't take any legal action because one of the things she said to justify her behavior is that she has screenshots of everything ive said as far as sexual preferences, but im being so honest here, in the moment i did not give consent & tried to get away & said i didn't want to several times. but i still think she's right & it was my fault. i totally deserved it.
i just don't know what to do to feel better. i don't even feel like eating or taking care of myself.
i can honestly say that this is probably the worst thing that has happened to me in years.
so, recently i went on a trip to go see my gf, but unfortunately things didn't go as expected so i ended up leaving early.
TW for s/a
so, im having a really hard time admitting to myself that i was probably sexually assaulted. it makes me feel like just ending it right at this moment. i have no one to talk to unless i call the hotline or something.
ive been having panic attacks & crying nonstop.
i don't feel real. i don't know what i should do. i know i can't take any legal action because one of the things she said to justify her behavior is that she has screenshots of everything ive said as far as sexual preferences, but im being so honest here, in the moment i did not give consent & tried to get away & said i didn't want to several times. but i still think she's right & it was my fault. i totally deserved it.
i just don't know what to do to feel better. i don't even feel like eating or taking care of myself.