goodoldnoname923
Wanting to find peace
- Mar 28, 2024
- 835
I genuinely thought it all was set up and ready the hate was getting too much
The hate from former friends,would've been friends people who don't even know me or care about me…people who i thought were my friends and not constantly saying vile and terrible things about me
It got to much i finally tried to do the partial hanging anf it wouldn't fucking work…it was tight around my neck it was cutting off the blood flow but the rope kept loosing and i dont know how to make it stop and now I've completely undone the note and i have no idea how to do it again yet alone properly to get it to work…
I just can't make anything fucking work i dont want to be in pain any longer but i dont want it to be super painful…i dont want to it to hard and stressful either i just want something that i can have prepared and set up and do on a fucking whim like times like these i thought i had an exit door but this is no different than any other method i have
The hate from former friends,would've been friends people who don't even know me or care about me…people who i thought were my friends and not constantly saying vile and terrible things about me
It got to much i finally tried to do the partial hanging anf it wouldn't fucking work…it was tight around my neck it was cutting off the blood flow but the rope kept loosing and i dont know how to make it stop and now I've completely undone the note and i have no idea how to do it again yet alone properly to get it to work…
I just can't make anything fucking work i dont want to be in pain any longer but i dont want it to be super painful…i dont want to it to hard and stressful either i just want something that i can have prepared and set up and do on a fucking whim like times like these i thought i had an exit door but this is no different than any other method i have
