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M0nolith

M0nolith

life is only an illusion, a dream.
Apr 23, 2023
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i have so many things i need to do..so many things i need to get done. I don't feel like i have the strength or will for any of it. how am i supposed to do all of these tasks when all i want to do is kill myself? i miss taking pills so that i wouldn't have to think about everything. god i can only find peace when i'm asleep.
 
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Couldydays

Couldydays

上海的小伙伴速速与我联系
Jul 16, 2023
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i have so many things i need to do..so many things i need to get done. I don't feel like i have the strength or will for any of it. how am i supposed to do all of these tasks when all i want to do is kill myself? i miss taking pills so that i wouldn't have to think about everything. god i can only find peace when i'm asleep.
May I ask what things you want do?You are mentally ill ,don't push yourself too much.It's Ok not finishing them.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be really tiring having to suffer like that, existing here certainly can be so torturous. But anyway best wishes, I get that it's so dreadful feeling trapped here when you just wish to be free from everything.
 
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M0nolith

M0nolith

life is only an illusion, a dream.
Apr 23, 2023
42
May I ask what things you want do?You are mentally ill ,don't push yourself too much.It's Ok not finishing them.
School is coming up, thinking about it fucking sucks. I have so many therapy appointments as well, and i'm just so tired of talking to people.

i have a "kid" to take care of and pets, along with myself. It can all be so tiring.
 
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