FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Because those who manage to ctb are the true fortunate ones, I envy and admire them as now they are at peace, eternally free from this disgusting world. I will never understand what is supposedly so "good" about existence to the point that many act like voluntary death is so sad, I find it disrespectful to the person who is at peace now when people act like suicide is the saddest thing ever as suicide actually is a relief. But of course I'm not surprised that pro-life people make everything about themselves and their insane, delusional worship of the endless cycle of suffering that is existence.
In my case I see so much beauty in ceasing to exist as I believe death to be nothing more than an eternal and dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about. There is no sadness in being unable to suffer, in fact for me suicide would be something positive as it's suffering prevention and it's the way to find safety from suffering. Existence truly is so meaningless and hellish, I'd always prefer to peacefully not exist than to decay from age in this hellish existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.
Permanently not existing is all that's ideal to me, the only sadness lies in this cruel and futile existence, what is tragic is how humans so selfishly and harmfully procreate just creating unnecessary suffering and problems as a result. In fact existence just creates problems there was never a need for and I see the peace of non-existence as solving everything.
In my case I see so much beauty in ceasing to exist as I believe death to be nothing more than an eternal and dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about. There is no sadness in being unable to suffer, in fact for me suicide would be something positive as it's suffering prevention and it's the way to find safety from suffering. Existence truly is so meaningless and hellish, I'd always prefer to peacefully not exist than to decay from age in this hellish existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.
Permanently not existing is all that's ideal to me, the only sadness lies in this cruel and futile existence, what is tragic is how humans so selfishly and harmfully procreate just creating unnecessary suffering and problems as a result. In fact existence just creates problems there was never a need for and I see the peace of non-existence as solving everything.