I dont feel like things are getting better

[ifeelsobad]

I have to many issues from stuff that happened when I was a kid and it's still making me have a hard time. I feel like I can't trust that many people especially with family. Even though things are different now it just hurts a lot

I'm ready to die. Before I thought I just needed a break like to go to the hospital but now I don't think that will help. The only things I think will help are impossible so I want to die

I need ways to die that aren't hanging or will make me vomit. I want it to be nice and peaceful also I'd like to know if weed especially things like food like candy with weed in it will help me be more relaxed and help me go through with it?

 

[my-end]

Hopefully you'll find a way in the resources on here or in the ppeh. There are peaceful ways supposedly, nobody came back to complain.

 

[Rational man]

I have to many issues from stuff that happened when I was a kid and it's still making me have a hard time. I feel like I can't trust that many people especially with family. Even though things are different now it just hurts a lot

I'm ready to die. Before I thought I just needed a break like to go to the hospital but now I don't think that will help. The only things I think will help are impossible so I want to die

I need ways to die that aren't hanging or will make me vomit. I want it to be nice and peaceful also I'd like to know if weed especially things like food like candy with weed in it will help me be more relaxed and help me go through with it?

Sorry to hear this pain you have and like you and me and millions.of others, we're scarred by childhood.abuse, bullying, etc. I cant tell you what to do but once your.gone, you don't come back. Be clear because regret and loss are terrible emotions. Sadly for me, im ill and will die but before this, i did find some contentment but I still carry scars and trust very few people.