I don't fear death, I fear not being able to die. Like being homeless on the streets and kept alive by S.I.

[TakeMeToHeaven]

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[FuneralCry]

I understand, in my case I could never fear death but rather what I fear is this cruel, painful existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer, I personally really wish it's straightforward to just painlessly die so I can finally be at peace, I find it horrific how existence causes all this suffering yet there isn't the option for me to just simply die in a painless way.

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

i think about ending up homeless all the time. at that point i will find a place to get fentanyl and take a massive dose at that point. i'm already mentally ready to go anyway by being here, so it's not like there is a will to live anymore.

 

[Steff1337]

I feel similar.