Discussion I don't even want to put effort into dying

[fkyou]

I don't even want to put effort into dying I want to be out with no effort

 

[joey2424]

I find this really difficult too. Trying to find a good method is overwhelming and sometimes I want to just give up and try something easy.

 

[fkyou]

I find this really difficult too. Trying to find a good method is overwhelming and sometimes I want to just give up and try something easy.

Yeah just doing it is very annoying I want to be over with it in a second not minutes of sadness

 

[glowing.purple.aura]

The effort required to die is literally the only reason I'm alive.

 

[fkyou]

The effort required to die is literally the only reason I'm alive.

Eventually I'll do it it's better than another day of regret

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I don't even want to put effort into dying I want to be out with no effort

I know the feeling. I'm just done. Even committing to a few seconds of pain for hanging seems like too much.

 

[fkyou]

I know the feeling. I'm just done. Even committing to a few seconds of pain for hanging seems like too much.

I swear..I feel so disgusted that I'm forced to literally "hang" just to get the right to get out of this shit I've been doomed in by other people's doing

 

[rozeske]

It sure is exhausting. From coming to the decision to finding a method to researching then planning the when and how to going through the emotions as the day gets close to actually through it....Who knew dying was this draining. Easy way out my ass!

 

[Chemi]

Dying is just such a stressful, exhausting and just not a very fun time. I'm just procrastinating and day dreaming about it till i finally have the energy again to go through with all the trouble and get it over with.

Humans should really come with a simple off switch. Ech... humans are just really badly designed. Needs to get patched asap!

 

[SpencerSees]

Only reason I haven't killed myself is because of this. Theres no way I'll have enough energy to set up a half-suspension after the worst day of my life, I just wanna nap

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

me too. i hate this trap they put me into. i never asked to be here . but i have to put all this effort just to exist or to escape this hell. everything requires massive effort. especially suicide because they made all guaranteed suicide methods into crimes Like Nembutal, hiring someone to shoot me in the head, sarco suicide pod many others.

for example if they hadn't made Nembutal into a crime and it was legal as it should be for anyone to buy vet nembutal a few bottles would be only around $200 maximum, could be $150. i could just click a website a couple of times like Amazon and Nembutal would be here in about 1 day. then all i would have to do is open the bottles and drink it.

they also made hiring someone to shoot me in my head a crime.

if it weren't a crime i know it would be easy to find someone online to pay them around $400 to do it. jusk click and pay and they will go to your house or i would go there and it could be done in one day. all i would have to do is pay online with a credit card . and then drive over there or they'll arrive at my house and that's it. like uber eats or amazon delivery , done.

it's a million times more difficult to shoot your own self in the head and then you only get one shot while an assister can take 10 shots making it gauranteed. with only 1 shot i risk remaining alive with brain damage but not with someone else shooting me because multiple shots won't fail.

these are just 2 examples to show it would be a million times easier and guaranteed if only the monsters hadn't made every suicide method a crime.

 

[fkyou]

Only reason I haven't killed myself is because of this. Theres no way I'll have enough energy to set up a half-suspension after the worst day of my life, I just wanna nap

I relate.. like just get me out of here in a second don't want any struggle or stupid emotions

 

[lawlietsph]

i feel you. even just planning it is annoying, too much work, too much stuff to think about.
i always just hope that my heart suddenly stops working or something