So my ex found out about my previous attempt. She has now told my brother in law. He came round my house earlier to give the usual it'll hurt your family speech and that he's there if I need him but there's not really anything he can do.
I've also successfully pushed away all of my friends now so feeling pretty alone regardless of what my brother in law said.
I spoke to a friend earlier and she basically said that she just sees the way I've been acting as attention seeking.
None of this has changed my mind about feeling like I want to end everything.
I don't know. I'm just venting.
I've also successfully pushed away all of my friends now so feeling pretty alone regardless of what my brother in law said.
I spoke to a friend earlier and she basically said that she just sees the way I've been acting as attention seeking.
None of this has changed my mind about feeling like I want to end everything.
I don't know. I'm just venting.
