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what_is_NoRMaL?
New Member
- Aug 14, 2020
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hi,
this is my first time posting. been lurking for a long time. so as the title says, i don't necessarily care how painful the method is, i just need it to be successful. the only thing that has been hindering me from ctb, is that i am terrified i will surive.
i have attempted several times before and i lived from them with no long term physical consequences (thankfully).
for many years, i have been reviewing all the possibile ways while also all the possible outcomes if survived. and well, to put it simple, my life is hell, but i would rather deal with the shit i got now, than deal with all the consequences that come with failing another attempt.
i have been thinking about hanging myself- i don't have to worry about anyone finding me, and because i heard how quick this is, i would assume that being alone is an advantage.
but i wanted to hear someone else's thoughts on the "what could go wrong" if i do this method. so any thoughts on those possibilities would be greatly appreciated. my only worry is surviving. i also don't have that wishy washy should i or not. i am very sure of my decision to ctb. i just need a method that will be successful. would hanging be a 100% or should i just not in case something goes wrong?
this is my first time posting. been lurking for a long time. so as the title says, i don't necessarily care how painful the method is, i just need it to be successful. the only thing that has been hindering me from ctb, is that i am terrified i will surive.
i have attempted several times before and i lived from them with no long term physical consequences (thankfully).
for many years, i have been reviewing all the possibile ways while also all the possible outcomes if survived. and well, to put it simple, my life is hell, but i would rather deal with the shit i got now, than deal with all the consequences that come with failing another attempt.
i have been thinking about hanging myself- i don't have to worry about anyone finding me, and because i heard how quick this is, i would assume that being alone is an advantage.
but i wanted to hear someone else's thoughts on the "what could go wrong" if i do this method. so any thoughts on those possibilities would be greatly appreciated. my only worry is surviving. i also don't have that wishy washy should i or not. i am very sure of my decision to ctb. i just need a method that will be successful. would hanging be a 100% or should i just not in case something goes wrong?