Venting I don't care anymore

[think.like]

I want to be dead. Not in some time, today. The past few days showed me that some people and my pets will miss me but I don't care anymore. I don't understand why anyone on this planet wants to be alive, I've never met a person who honestly likes their life. If I could I would just send a bomb on our whole motherfucking planet to kill everyone, but If I can't I want to at least be dead myself. There is no reason to be alive anymore, I've tried to recover multiple times but it always comes back worse. I know I'm selfish, I fucking know all of this shit y'all want to tell me now but I just don't care. If someone on this site should be dead it must be me cause i'm the shitest of all shit people in the world. Fuck yeah

 

[IDCAAEBM]

I want to be dead. Not in some time, today. The past few days showed me that some people and my pets will miss me but I don't care anymore. I don't understand why anyone on this planet wants to be alive, I've never met a person who honestly likes their life. If I could I would just send a bomb on our whole motherfucking planet to kill everyone, but If I can't I want to at least be dead myself. There is no reason to be alive anymore, I've tried to recover multiple times but it always comes back worse. I know I'm selfish, I fucking know all of this shit y'all want to tell me now but I just don't care. If someone on this site should be dead it must be me cause i'm the shitest of all shit people in the world. Fuck yeah

I feel this very deeply.