Help I don´t know how to end my life but i need it

[Javi]

Everyday I feel pain and in the future there is no possible change. I need to end my life as soon as possible. I have been watching some threads and i think buying N is the way. But also I have seen that
"D" is not selling it any more. If someone could help me to find an adress to buy N or any other realible way to end my life, i cant explain how much i would appreciated it, i cant find any words. I saw some threads about SN but I don't have enough energy to do research. I don't want to play the victim but please i need this more than anything. If someone have some method or anything please answer this. Sorry for my english and for being so rude but i dont know how to act. If any of you are going through the same thing as me, I hope the situation changes and that you can at least rest. Being happy is too much to ask.

 

[lukas19]

Stan's Guide to SN.

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[nosoul]

Everyday I feel pain and in the future there is no possible change. I need to end my life as soon as possible. I have been watching some threads and i think buying N is the way. But also I have seen that
"D" is not selling it any more. If someone could help me to find an adress to buy N or any other realible way to end my life, i cant explain how much i would appreciated it, i cant find any words. I saw some threads about SN but I don't have enough energy to do research. I don't want to play the victim but please i need this more than anything. If someone have some method or anything please answer this. Sorry for my english and for being so rude but i dont know how to act. If any of you are going through the same thing as me, I hope the situation changes and that you can at least rest. Being happy is too much to ask.

This is how i feel, I lack even the energy to research and plan my exit, I'm just existing in a hotel and it's expensive so don't have money to do much else. Feel so trapped:(

 

[FuneralCry]

There is no way to obtain Nembutal from what I'm aware, I believe that if someone tries to order it they will just get scammed. But I understand that it really can be so awful and tiring feeling trapped here when you just wish to be gone, suicide should certainly be easier for us. It's so cruel how we were forced into this world so unfairly with no straightforward way to exit, this world undeniably is hell.

 

[thisiswhoiam-]

i want to focus on ctb, but instead i spend all day every day going from doctor to doctor because of physical problems, thats pretty ironic, since i need to die in 1-2 months anyway. but i cant stop myself from acting this way, since i feel so awful.

 

[TheSadStranger]

Everyday I feel pain and in the future there is no possible change. I need to end my life as soon as possible. I have been watching some threads and i think buying N is the way. But also I have seen that
"D" is not selling it any more. If someone could help me to find an adress to buy N or any other realible way to end my life, i cant explain how much i would appreciated it, i cant find any words. I saw some threads about SN but I don't have enough energy to do research. I don't want to play the victim but please i need this more than anything. If someone have some method or anything please answer this. Sorry for my english and for being so rude but i dont know how to act. If any of you are going through the same thing as me, I hope the situation changes and that you can at least rest. Being happy is too much to ask.

If ctb by SN is really what you want then I spare you my spiel. It seems people don't enjoy my positivity around here so I'll get to the point. If you live in the US there is a online store named ccs were you should be able to purchase SN. Just make sure this is the choice that you will be satisfied with. If this is your pursuit of happiness then so be it.

(Store name is censored so I don't violate the forum rules)

 

[Orbitc]

Everyday I feel pain and in the future there is no possible change. I need to end my life as soon as possible. I have been watching some threads and i think buying N is the way. But also I have seen that
"D" is not selling it any more. If someone could help me to find an adress to buy N or any other realible way to end my life, i cant explain how much i would appreciated it, i cant find any words. I saw some threads about SN but I don't have enough energy to do research. I don't want to play the victim but please i need this more than anything. If someone have some method or anything please answer this. Sorry for my english and for being so rude but i dont know how to act. If any of you are going through the same thing as me, I hope the situation changes and that you can at least rest. Being happy is too much to ask.

Before doing something, it is imperative to conduct a thorough study in order to avoid mistakes and failures. Believe me - a failed attempt can cripple you, I know what I'm talking about - I took several hundred digoxin tablets and survived, I did it without doing research - I did not know that I needed antiemetics. I hurt my heart, which was sick with rheumatism. It was painful. I did not die and now I have concluded that suicide is a very serious decision that must be taken with only a cool head. Now I've finished reading all threads about inert gas and SN, but I'm still reading about research on these topics on other sites - I don't want to make a mistake again.

 

[peelingbananas]

Everyday I feel pain and in the future there is no possible change. I need to end my life as soon as possible. I have been watching some threads and i think buying N is the way. But also I have seen that
"D" is not selling it any more. If someone could help me to find an adress to buy N or any other realible way to end my life, i cant explain how much i would appreciated it, i cant find any words. I saw some threads about SN but I don't have enough energy to do research. I don't want to play the victim but please i need this more than anything. If someone have some method or anything please answer this. Sorry for my english and for being so rude but i dont know how to act. If any of you are going through the same thing as me, I hope the situation changes and that you can at least rest. Being happy is too much to ask.

what has you feeling like this? if it's something you can share, of course

 

[jussrav]

Everyday I feel pain and in the future there is no possible change. I need to end my life as soon as possible. I have been watching some threads and i think buying N is the way. But also I have seen that
"D" is not selling it any more. If someone could help me to find an adress to buy N or any other realible way to end my life, i cant explain how much i would appreciated it, i cant find any words. I saw some threads about SN but I don't have enough energy to do research. I don't want to play the victim but please i need this more than anything. If someone have some method or anything please answer this. Sorry for my english and for being so rude but i dont know how to act. If any of you are going through the same thing as me, I hope the situation changes and that you can at least rest. Being happy is too much to ask.

Being happy is too.much to ask I dont even get rest thanks to my flat mate who was supposed to be looking after my antidepressants loses them all. Life is a nightmarevibwush u well.

 

[username8888]

I don't want to play the victim but please i need this more than anything. If someone have some method or anything please answer this.

Can someone put a Nitrogen Gas Mask Bussiness in Switzerland voluntarily? So people might go there and kill themselves painlessly since helping someone to die is not a crime if you are doing it altruistically. Is any Swiss person or person who lives in Switzerland living in there?

If I didn't want to die painlessly asap, I would wish to be a person who does this. A person who sets the Nitrogen cylinders beforehand and helps others to die and me of course.

(Yes I sound delusional. A little bit of delusion is what I need to be sane in an insane environment.)

 

[stillvoices]

I had/do want to go do the sarco. Death pod in Switzerland but I'm sure it's a lot of money.

 

[ftm68_99]

If ctb by SN is really what you want then I spare you my spiel. It seems people don't enjoy my positivity around here so I'll get to the point. If you live in the US there is a online store named ccs were you should be able to purchase SN. Just make sure this is the choice that you will be satisfied with. If this is your pursuit of happiness then so be it.

(Store name is censored so I don't violate the forum rules)

If this is the place in Georgia, I couldn't make out how to order SN. They just seem to offer the opportunity to find out more about it, but not to buy it. :(