
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 42,545
I see living as pointless. We are only alive today because of evolution anyway. We will all eventually be forgotten, our lives do not matter. We are all just waiting around to die which is our inevitable fate. Everything is just temporary, all we know will be gone. The world will continue but we will be unable to experience it, we will be free from it. Things that appear to matter now will eventually not. The majority of the time life is just suffering, which is all for the sake of it. As well as that, I see life as tedious, repetitive and hard work. In my personal view it is not worth it.
I do appreciate how for some people life may seem worth living, or at least it is bearable. Many people have good luck in life and they may lack physical health problems for example. In my case I simply do not like living. I do have reasons why I feel this way but the overall main reason is that I dislike life itself. I do not want to change, because it is simply the way I am and the way I view things. It is a part of me.
I prefer the sound of non existence. I would rather be at permanent peace and that is my preference. Ctb is taking control over a life we never asked for, preventing decades of suffering. It is frustrating how others dictate you must live at all costs. To me it is a personal choice and only we are going through what we are experiencing, so we should be the ones to decide whether our life is worth living. Other people say it is 'wrong' to feel this way, and yet I feel like it is rational in a world as cruel as this.
I do appreciate how for some people life may seem worth living, or at least it is bearable. Many people have good luck in life and they may lack physical health problems for example. In my case I simply do not like living. I do have reasons why I feel this way but the overall main reason is that I dislike life itself. I do not want to change, because it is simply the way I am and the way I view things. It is a part of me.
I prefer the sound of non existence. I would rather be at permanent peace and that is my preference. Ctb is taking control over a life we never asked for, preventing decades of suffering. It is frustrating how others dictate you must live at all costs. To me it is a personal choice and only we are going through what we are experiencing, so we should be the ones to decide whether our life is worth living. Other people say it is 'wrong' to feel this way, and yet I feel like it is rational in a world as cruel as this.