willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
- 2,612
I hate who I am. I hate how I act. I hate how I come off. My temper is unbelievably short anymore. I've never been an angry or spiteful person but that's all I seem to be anymore. My head is clouded and it's hard to keep my thoughts straight. I can never seem to make my points very clear anymore. Which only makes me more angry because my conversations are being misconstrued because I can't explain things the way I'd like to. I hurt people. I lie. I do disgusting things to myself when I self harm. I am scum. A bad person. A joke. And I'm disgusting for how much I sit here and wallow in self disgust. I hate myself.