Help I didn't get into med school and honestly I'm done with all this, so please give me advice on how to ctb with SN

[Boudika]

That was my last straw. I'm fucking loser and my life is one big failure. I'm done. I'm done living, I'm done trying. I said to myself that this shit was my last chance. I have given life last chance. And yall see how things ended. I've got SN ready for almost a year and I regret not doing it sooner. I'm not trying anymore. I just need tips how to make my ctb with SN as quick and effective as possible

 

[LunarLight]

Hi Boudika, I'm so sorry for you. What you need to know about SN is all in those guides. If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

Stan's Guide to SN.

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document has been designed to give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it works and how to use it. It will use the most simplest way of delivering this information as many members do not have English as their first language. Therefore using...

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Wish you the best whatever you decide to do!

 

[rozeske]

Trying not to sound like a prolifer but first of you are not a loser just passionate about your field of interest and being hard on yourself. Second I really wish and hope you get to realize there is much more to life if you choose to explore your options. Whatever you decide though, I wish you the best in finding your peace.

 

[hoppybunny]

So sorry you couldn't get in. Another user linked to the sodium Nitrate guide so I'll just say, medicine is a super hard field and I'm proud of you for even trying.

There are plenty of things you could try besides med school but it's ok if you don't want to. I hope you find peace.

 

[Worndown]

Getting into med school is a fairly high bar to set for yourself. Is that realistic?

You have other skills, talents or intersts? Choising one of the most difficult proffesions as your goal might be a reach.

I can understand your frustration but that very frustration would not serve you well in a medical career.

Are there other things in your life pushing you closer to an end? Most people have a lot going on.

 

[lunar echo]

med school is tough man. ur going to sleep little, eat little, live little. not going to med school would probs turn out for the better for u

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You're not a loser. I think you still have a lot of other options. Not getting into med school isn't the end of the world.

 

[etherealgoddess]

That was my last straw. I'm fucking loser and my life is one big failure. I'm done. I'm done living, I'm done trying. I said to myself that this shit was my last chance. I have given life last chance. And yall see how things ended. I've got SN ready for almost a year and I regret not doing it sooner. I'm not trying anymore. I just need tips how to make my ctb with SN as quick and effective as possible

Dude, no. I know you're really upset, but dude... lots of people don't get into med school the first time. My mom's friend spent 7 years applying to go to med school before she finally got in. I knew another girl on social media who said how she took 4 years of not getting into any med school to finally get in. If this is your goal, you shouldn't be killing yourself because you had an obstacle. In the end, I can't control what you do. And I validate your pain and hurt. But if you have goals and ambitions and failed once, you're not ready to die.

 

[Sakura.]

Hi Boudika, I'm so sorry for you. What you need to know about SN is all in those guides. If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

Wish you the best whatever you decide to do!

Please do not encourage her to do this in a situation where she is under the influence of such strong emotions!

She is a wonderful and very valuable person...

She shouldn't make the decision to CTB under the influence of such strong emotions...

 

[JaegerCA]

Honestly if you feel confident enough to even try applying to med school, you've probably got a better starting point than most people.

 

[LunarLight]

Please do not encourage her to do this in a situation where she is under the influence of such strong emotions!

She is a wonderful and very valuable person...

She shouldn't make the decision to CTB under the influence of such strong emotions...

I'm sorry, that was not my intention. I just wanted to give her the piece of information she needs.

 

[Boudika]

Hi Boudika, I'm so sorry for you. What you need to know about SN is all in those guides. If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

Stan's Guide to SN.

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document has been designed to give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it works and how to use it. It will use the most simplest way of delivering this information as many members do not have English as their first language. Therefore using...

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Wish you the best whatever you decide to do!

Thank u!

Getting into med school is a fairly high bar to set for yourself. Is that realistic?

You have other skills, talents or intersts? Choising one of the most difficult proffesions as your goal might be a reach.

I can understand your frustration but that very frustration would not serve you well in a medical career.

Are there other things in your life pushing you closer to an end? Most people have a lot going on.

I also have a lot going on. I wasted year and one possible relationship for someone who abused me, living with my parents is hell and going to uni was my only chance to get out on peace terms, I have health problems that require strict diet and my face and body are terribly ugly. My life is shit, the only good things in it are my dog and dopamine shots like my favorite shows or buying anything. I have nothing left and I'm not going to try again. I'm done

Please do not encourage her to do this in a situation where she is under the influence of such strong emotions!

She is a wonderful and very valuable person...

She shouldn't make the decision to CTB under the influence of such strong emotions...

I literally have nothing left. I'm not going to stay with parents that abuse me both physically and emotionaly any longer. As I wrote previously, I'm in toxic relationship with woman in her 30', who destroyed me and then left me when I needed her the most. I have no one, literally no one. I sacrificed my last 2 years for studying biology and I didn't get to the med school bc of 3 POINTS. I said to myself that this is last chance for me. I'm not going to fight anymore. I'm done. But thank u for kind words.

Honestly if you feel confident enough to even try applying to med school, you've probably got a better starting point than most people.

Yes, my parents have money (they aren't super rich but we can live good life). And med school is free in my country. But this still doesn't change my living situation (my parents are very abusive) and how shitty my life is. I have literally nothing good left in it. Especially with the fact I'm ugly as fuck, so no, I don't have "good starting point"

 

[cryptoinvestor]

I feel your pain, I also failed to get into med school

 

[landslide2]

Dude, no. I know you're really upset, but dude... lots of people don't get into med school the first time. My mom's friend spent 7 years applying to go to med school before she finally got in. I knew another girl on social media who said how she took 4 years of not getting into any med school to finally get in. If this is your goal, you shouldn't be killing yourself because you had an obstacle. In the end, I can't control what you do. And I validate your pain and hurt. But if you have goals and ambitions and failed once, you're not ready to die.

A friend I once knew had to retake their mcats 6-7 times so they could even apply. But they really wanted it and eventually passed with high enough marks and went on to successfully enter meds school and become a doctor and even advocating for a better healthcare system, or 'wealthcare' as they would call it.

 

[todiefor]

Well I guess my question is, if getting into med school was going to make all the difference, why not go to a different school or if medical field is what u r passionate about do a different job in the same industry? Why would going to med school help you get out of your abusive situation with your parents but going to a different school could not do that for u? Is it because your parents will only pay for med school and associated expenses but not if you pursue something different?

I'm really sorry about your distress

 

[etherealgoddess]

I feel your pain, I also failed to get into med school

It is never too late. My mom's friend took 7 years to get into med school. That's literally attempting the med school exam 7 times in her country before she finally got in. I've seen people who got into med school after 4 years of trying to get in. You can do it if that is what you want to do--don't listen to the thought that tells you you can't do it because you really can. Check out Justin Sung on Youtube. He talks about how to study. Changed my life. Improved my study speed by legit at least 3x.

 

[fussyohno]

I am sure you are not really ugly and amazing that you are even able to contend for medical school, and only fractions away it seems should you wish to push on.

I guess the world can look very narrow until one breaks free from environments conducive to v poor mental health such as abusive relationships etc.

Anyway wishing you all the best

 

[Boudika]

I am sure you are not really ugly and amazing that you are even able to contend for medical school, and only fractions away it seems should you wish to push on.

I guess the world can look very narrow until one breaks free from environments conducive to v poor mental health such as abusive relationships etc.

Anyway wishing you all the best

Thank u but I don't think that I will be trying second time. I'm just done honestly. Life fucked me up one too many times

I am sure you are not really ugly and amazing that you are even able to contend for medical school, and only fractions away it seems should you wish to push on.

I guess the world can look very narrow until one breaks free from environments conducive to v poor mental health such as abusive relationships etc.

Anyway wishing you all the best

Thank u but I don't think that I will be trying second time. I

Well I guess my question is, if getting into med school was going to make all the difference, why not go to a different school or if medical field is what u r passionate about do a different job in the same industry? Why would going to med school help you get out of your abusive situation with your parents but going to a different school could not do that for u? Is it because your parents will only pay for med school and associated expenses but not if you pursue something different?

I'm really sorry about your distress

I just don't want to. I'm sorry but I can't fight anymore

I am sure you are not really ugly and amazing that you are even able to contend for medical school, and only fractions away it seems should you wish to push on.

I guess the world can look very narrow until one breaks free from environments conducive to v poor mental health such as abusive relationships etc.

Anyway wishing you all the best

Thank u but I don't think that I will be trying second time. I

Well I guess my question is, if getting into med school was going to make all the difference, why not go to a different school or if medical field is what u r passionate about do a different job in the same industry? Why would going to med school help you get out of your abusive situation with your parents but going to a different school could not do that for u? Is it because your parents will only pay for med school and associated expenses but not if you pursue something different?

I'm really sorry about your distress

I just don't want to. I'm sorry but I can't fight anymore