
fkyou
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- Oct 1, 2022
- 271
Idk,I didn't ask for this, for ADHD ocd (probably autism too),I don't know why I'm being shamed for this I'm not responsible that your family generational genes are full of shit. You didn't notice this in me throw out childhood and teenagerhood and now that I mentally collapsed you came to point the fingers and set the blame is that your favorite game to play in life when things get out of control,and yeah things did get out of control but you know what I don't care,when you came to me to preach about courage and trying I was thinking about ending it because what Ami gonna do here.i got no future and I know that, at least the future I dream of not the mediocre one you are okay with me to live. There's litterally nothing valuable to stay here for (exept more humiliation pain regret shame), what makes you think i want to try again,to get past this,I need to do ERP, and I'm not willing to do that for you to humiliate and hate me more, why is he so impulsive in his desire to fix people.to make things go right despite anything.litteraly he's the only one like this in my family.