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qpsns
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- Feb 2, 2022
- 52
I dropped out of school due to depression issues, and I am finally taking AP(Calculus BC, Chemistry, Physics 1 & 2) and SAT tests in May.
The problem is, this is my final chance at taking these tests.
If I fail these tests, it would cost my parents money, and I would lose the chance to apply to the college that I want since they have an age limit.
And I would have to do manual labor, which would make my parents not trust me anymore.
Because of my ongoing depression, I did not study, and I have 3 months left.
Since it's too late now I am now finding ways to depart from this world.
I wanted to live but because I am about to fail my tests, my life will be worthless.
If I could turn back time I would have studied.
It's sad that my options are limited now.
The problem is, this is my final chance at taking these tests.
If I fail these tests, it would cost my parents money, and I would lose the chance to apply to the college that I want since they have an age limit.
And I would have to do manual labor, which would make my parents not trust me anymore.
Because of my ongoing depression, I did not study, and I have 3 months left.
Since it's too late now I am now finding ways to depart from this world.
I wanted to live but because I am about to fail my tests, my life will be worthless.
If I could turn back time I would have studied.
It's sad that my options are limited now.
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