![yeaimhere13](/data/avatars/l/76/76403.jpg?1695452390)
yeaimhere13
why me?
- Sep 14, 2023
- 25
i have severe ocd and while its been manageable my entire life, its spiked really badly in the last month or so. I've always had sexual intrusive thoughts. like always. but it was always about my family or people my age. yesterday i had my first intrusive thought about a child. a fucking child. it was a complete accident too. i feel so fucking guilty. so horrible and disgusting. I'm worried I'm gonna start developing more of these thoughts and then everything will just go to shit. i want to die. i know I'm not a pedophile. but i cant live knowing i thought something like that. i feel like the worst person ever.