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- Aug 12, 2024
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So I liked this girl and tried asking people if do I really think of it like that.
And when we discussed, it was apparent that I was only selfish. A convo of her and me would always be me, as if she wasn't there although I enjoyed her company. And the guy who knows her said she's broken. I did wanted to help her out but I didn't have the courage.
Now I feel like just ending it all by confessing to her and taking the L more than to stay silent and keep things the way they are.
I don't think I'll be able to have her company after this. But I guess I deserve to suffer for it. Can I move on? I don't know. But I deserve this extreme pain in my chest right now. At least how I think of it right now...
She was the first person I liked for years, not for sex or any of that. Just talking to her soothed me. But I do wish, she was actually there. Talking to others about it made me realize. I can never help her as I can't even help myself.
Yet, this false hope of mine, was still my light.
And when we discussed, it was apparent that I was only selfish. A convo of her and me would always be me, as if she wasn't there although I enjoyed her company. And the guy who knows her said she's broken. I did wanted to help her out but I didn't have the courage.
Now I feel like just ending it all by confessing to her and taking the L more than to stay silent and keep things the way they are.
I don't think I'll be able to have her company after this. But I guess I deserve to suffer for it. Can I move on? I don't know. But I deserve this extreme pain in my chest right now. At least how I think of it right now...
She was the first person I liked for years, not for sex or any of that. Just talking to her soothed me. But I do wish, she was actually there. Talking to others about it made me realize. I can never help her as I can't even help myself.
Yet, this false hope of mine, was still my light.
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