Help I decided on Overdose: I really need advice, support.

[Luz]

Hello. I'm on the edge. I know that forum members don't like overdose threads. . But I have no choice. I bought a lot of beta blockers :
propranalol - 13 g
verapamil - 8,8 g
nifedipine - 4,8 g
metoprolol - 9 g
and
digoxin - 86, 5 mg
I know this is not reliable, but I have no way out. Help!

 

[Thegoldenapples]

It not a good way. You'll end up in hospital and make your situation worse. PPH has more reliable methods. Take a breath, don't rush anything and do some proper research.

 

[Luz]

I have already read the entire forum, read the resources. I have no way to collect all the components for DDMP. I am afraid to use SN, I will never get N. What should I do? Overdose or jump from the 20th floor. If I tape my mouth and put on a trash bag, I could choke on vomit from an overdose. I'm scared, a lot of apartment bills, a hungry cat, and I myself can hardly walk.

 

[orlandom]

Don't do it in haste. I beg you very much. Method SN is 100% better than yours. You should do this when you are calm, I think, but this is just advice.

 

[Luz]

I am very ill, my parents are dead. I'm alone. I got into trouble a year ago, lost my health. , I have more than 1000 tablets, I have to dissolve them in water. SN is lying in the hallway. I'm afraid to open it, it's in a bag, not in a container, suddenly it doesn't work at all. I was already standing on the 20th floor, but I was scared of the heights, if there were guarantees that I would probably die if I fell, I would have jumped.

 

[orlandom]

I think the 20th floor is better than your drug overdose. I think you are in panic now. And I advise you to calm down and make a decision in 2-3 hours or later. But not right now.

 

[Luz]

I am in a panic every day and I am getting worse. I just want death. I hope my heart stops with digoxin and the beta blockers will finish me off.

 

[orlandom]

Do you have a solution for vomiting?

 

[Thegoldenapples]

Overdose won't work with what you have. Regardless of how many. If you have any benzos, I suggest take one and clam down. SN is far better. It can come in a bag as well. Take some time out. Jumping that high can be a hit and miss, could jsut damage yourself more. You need to test the SN. Look through the resources. It's all ok

 

[Luz]

Do you have a solution for vomiting?

I bought metoclopramide, but it is not compatible with digoxin. Because of this, I decided not to use antiemetics.

Overdose won't work with what you have. Regardless of how many. If you have any benzos, I suggest take one and clam down. SN is far better. It can come in a bag as well. Take some time out. Jumping that high can be a hit and miss, could jsut damage yourself more. You need to test the SN. Look through the resources. It's all ok

I have no benzo, nothing at all. I can't take it anymore. I know the rules of the forum, I know that I shouldn't ask about suicide, but I'm just desperate, I read the forum for days, books, articles, but I have no choice.

 

[Thegoldenapples]

I bought metoclopramide, but it is not compatible with digoxin. Because of this, I decided not to use antiemetics.



I have no benzo, nothing at all. I can't take it anymore. I know the rules of the forum, I know that I shouldn't ask about suicide, but I'm just desperate, I read the forum for days, books, articles, but I have no choice.

I undertand but the SN is just more reliable. You can go off your digoxin. Will take about 4 days to come out of your system. So could do that 4 days prior and use meto. Might be good to see doc to get some benzos to help you relax until you sort out what you're going to do.

 

[orlandom]

Obviously, you will vomit. And then big health problems in the hospital. SN is better

 

[Luz]

I can't use SN, I'm afraid to open the package. And I don't believe SN will kill me. And I don't have much time. I wanted to take pills before the jump, but I still have to be able to get into this house on the 20th floor.

 

[Thegoldenapples]

I wouldn't be afraid to open it. Make sure is sodium nitrite, not nitrate. It's only salt. Some have been ordering the latter. You do have time. Calm, have a cup of tea and book a doc app for benzos.

 

[orlandom]

Are you still here?

 

[Tkmiz_Tsukumizu]

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I am very ill, my parents are dead. I'm alone. I got into trouble a year ago, lost my health. , I have more than 1000 tablets, I have to dissolve them in water. SN is lying in the hallway. I'm afraid to open it, it's in a bag, not in a container, suddenly it doesn't work at all. I was already standing on the 20th floor, but I was scared of the heights, if there were guarantees that I would probably die if I fell, I would have jumped.

Just from your typing alone you seem very rushed and it seems to me to be impulsive. You should try to slow down and think this through slowly, you only have one chance to make this choice I wouldn't try to rush it is all I am saying.

 

[Luz]

Thank you all for your answers !!!! Forgive me for my bad English. But I am stubborn and desperate. There are a lot of tablets, they must be dissolved in water, this will take a long time

 

[orlandom]

Как ты? Переживаю за тебя сегодня

 

[Luz]

Как ты? Переживаю за тебя сегодня

Не очень :( Пока еще не решилась. Смотрю на полный ящик таблеток, которые накупила.
Но все равно придется все растворять и надеяться, что меня вырубит, и сердце не выдержит, у меня нет выхода. Я живу аду.

 

[LittleBabyNothing]

How are you feeling now @Luz?

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

Look into the resources section again. There're methods that don't require chemicals, materials are cheap and easy to buy.

 

[Timetogo123]

I think people in the UK are struggling to get SN, I'm one of them. I've tried looking on different countries websites using their language and still struggling. It seems the only medicinal or chemical option available. CO method needs planning expensive meters and money.

 

[Luz]

Thank you all! I feel very bad, but I didn't do anything ... I'm sorry that I wasted a lot of time in panic and tantrums. I could have stopped eating 4 months ago. I would have died by now. I bought a lot of pills, I was looking for SN for two months .... stupid ... now to start all over again, but there is no time at all.

 

[LittleBabyNothing]

Thank you all! I feel very bad, but I didn't do anything ... I'm sorry that I wasted a lot of time in panic and tantrums. I could have stopped eating 4 months ago. I would have died by now. I bought a lot of pills, I was looking for SN for two months .... stupid ... now to start all over again, but there is no time at all.

Don't feel bad, we all need a tantrum sometimes to get it out. Glad you didn't do anything hasty. i know you feel you have little time but do use here to talk and get support

 

[Luz]

fucking half a kilogram of SN and a mountain of pills.
Yesterday I was interrupted
I want to die every minute!!! can i take SN with pills? SN will not work without antacids? I'm ready to drink anything already.