I decided an exact date

[Thatdude]

I decided my exact CTB go no go date. Where if my life isn't massively better, then I will off myself. It's 10/12/2022.

In short, if I'm still miserable, and it looks like my life isn't going to change. Then on that date I will use the exit bag method or debreather. I haven't found the exact area I want to die yet, and I'm giving myself within a few days after of the date since who knows what could be happening 2 years out and what could hold me up.

Why that date? It's far out enough to have something happen and it's my b-day. I would like to be able to die as I go to sleep and the day ends.

I worry I might chicken out, and if I get lucky I might die from natural causes between

 

[Stick]

Congratulations, Thatdude. It's a long ways away, and hopefully you are able to recover by then. Also, happy late birthday!

 

[WornOutLife]

I think choosing your birthday as your deathday is something cool.
Whenever I CTB, I'll probably do the same.
Good for you, pal!