I couldn't drink my SN. There was a fallback. I was on the 46th floor and could not jump either. I was very scared. I don't know what to do, my disease is progressing. The only option left for me is hypothermia.
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miserableforever
Arcanist
- Oct 23, 2020
- 488
What an odd combination of choices. Hypothermia is an interesting choice. Why did u choose that?
I wish u well and feel sorrow that your disease is progressing. My heart goes to u
I wish u well and feel sorrow that your disease is progressing. My heart goes to u
because I know if I exceed the dosage of buterate, then I will fall asleep for a few hours. If I do this in the cold, or even just drink alcohol, then in the end I will just fall asleep or lose my mind and even do not understand this.
the rest of the methods are very scary for me
eternalmelancholy
waiting for the bus
- Mar 24, 2021
- 1,169
Dying is very hard. That is why we are all still here. You don't need to feel ashamed or feel rushed to ctb. I don't think there is a single right moment to ctb. I think it just happens randomly like most things in life.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,881
Of course it is very difficult to ctb. Even know we want to die, we are programmed to survive after all. This life really is so horrible, and I'm sorry you are in this situation. It is a hopeless feeling when things do not go to plan. Anyway, I wish you the best, I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.
