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mad_mongo

mad_mongo

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Oct 12, 2023
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I'm homeless, with winter coming up. I'm adopted, with no connection to either family. I'm black. I'm LGBTQ. I'm unemployed and can never hold down a job. I go in and out of psychiatric hospitals because I suck at offing myself. Everything around me is falling apart. The cherry on top is that I could be locked up at any time which would inevitably make things worse. In a given year I make around $1,000 - $2,000 which I spend on things to keep my miserable existence going like propane so I don't freeze to death in the Northern winters. Most of the people in my life that I meet will never stay for longer than a month. I'm tired of it all.
 
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antilife

antilife

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Sep 11, 2023
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I'm so so sorry. Your life sounds so horrible. I hope that you will find some peace!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering in this existence, it must be dreadful what you are going through.
 
mad_mongo

mad_mongo

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Oct 12, 2023
51
I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering in this existence, it must be dreadful what you are going through.
it's so tiring...like i don't know why i wake up in the morning.
 
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