Venting I Changed My Method.... I was inspired.

[Dawn0071111]

I am opting out of c0 and SN. I have decided to do the Exit Bag...... Its worth the trouble......

If a 22 year old can pull it off successfully, so can I.....

Just a breath or two..then sleep. (Using Nitro)

 

[Squiddy]

I wish you peace with whatever you decide to do

 

[alexithymia]

What made you change your mind?

 

[Dawn0071111]

I wish you peace with whatever you decide to do

thank you hun

What made you change your mind?

C0 was my first choice and was what I failed attempt in Jan. The problem is the smell. No matter where I do it, it will leave the strong smell of gas in a vehicle. Due to this I am limited to where I can go since I will not CTB at home. This is a strong backup if all else fails with the Exit Bag, but I am deeply touched by a young lady who succesfully CTB at age 22, A beautiful Black girl... whose story I resonated with. She did it in her car with a helium tank. I love the fact that in just a few breaths consciousness is lost..... I love the idea of taking that HUGE inhale..... I do Yoga so and have done breathwork so i understand how to empty my lungs and control of the breath..... Plus... To be able to contrust with my OWN hands the means for my own peaceful exit appeals to the need for control that is rooted deeply within me. I watched the Betty video.... Cute little old lady.... I'm like yup. This is it.

What made you change your mind?

Plus the uncertainty of SN really freaked me out....... I don't like heart palpitations... And I'm prone to tachydria.... So, I am opting out of it for sure..... Bought all that shit for nothing lmao... I guess thats just part of the path..

 

[Trainwreck]

I'd do helium if I had the means to get near pure helium, and the know how to set it up. But, I don't, so I'm sticking with SN. I wish you peace as well!

 

[Stan]

Sounds like a good plan. It's how I joined this site looking for more details on it. Then started to shop around for the tank, regulator and hoses that fitted and realised I was crap at putting together Ikea furniture so opted on something less technical

 

[TowerUpright]

Helium is in short supply these days, if I have read correctly.

 

[ObsessiveCompulsive]

I was going with a exit bag but can't set it up anywhere with discretion.

Helium is in short supply these days, if I have read correctly.

I heard that to, heard that they add oxygen to it now so it won't work, what I heard/read anyway.

 

[Elias]

May you find your peace with this method, Dawn.

 

[Stan]

Helium is in short supply these days, if I have read correctly.

Nitrogen will do the same and does not suffer from short supply or being watered down with regular air

 

[Morphosis]

Helium was my back-up plan when fentanyl OD didn't work. I ordered 2 tanks online, went to a store for the correct size tubing, had a plastic bag and got it all ready. Either I fucked it up (had no regulator) or it was mixed with oxygen. I'm thinking the latter as the bag filled ok but I didn't even pass out and I kept going til the tanks were empty. Had a bloody awful headache all weekend though.

 

[alexithymia]

Helium was my back-up plan when fentanyl OD didn't work. I ordered 2 tanks online, went to a store for the correct size tubing, had a plastic bag and got it all ready. Either I fucked it up (had no regulator) or it was mixed with oxygen. I'm thinking the latter as the bag filled ok but I didn't even pass out and I kept going til the tanks were empty. Had a bloody awful headache all weekend though.

From what I understand, it can be quite difficult to get a tank with pure helium nowadays. They've really cracked down on it due to all the attempts.

 

[Dawn0071111]

Helium is in short supply these days, if I have read correctly.

Doesn't have to be helium... the type pf gas doesn't matter according to PPH. So Nitro will work just fine.

 

[Morphosis]

From what I understand, it can be quite difficult to get a tank with pure helium nowadays. They've really cracked down on it due to all the attempts.

That's what I think went wrong. It claimed to be pure (98%) but it can't have been. Or I wouldn't be here.
Plus when the tanks arrived there was no percentage listed anywhere on them

 

[Dawn0071111]

From what I understand, it can be quite difficult to get a tank with pure helium nowadays. They've really cracked down on it due to all the attempts.

Because of the attempts AND there is a worldwide shortage. From PPH and research the type of gas is not important.... Nitro, helium.... It just needs to displace the oxygen to create hypoxia.

I'm somehow excited about this method.. I am a brainy type and I like to make shit....

Helium was my back-up plan when fentanyl OD didn't work. I ordered 2 tanks online, went to a store for the correct size tubing, had a plastic bag and got it all ready. Either I fucked it up (had no regulator) or it was mixed with oxygen. I'm thinking the latter as the bag filled ok but I didn't even pass out and I kept going til the tanks were empty. Had a bloody awful headache all weekend though.

Most likely was the watered down helium.... The youngs ladys suicide was in 2014.... before the helium hype and shortage. PPH says that Nitro is prefeered now anywayz..........

 

[Morphosis]

Because of the attempts AND there is a worldwide shortage. From PPH and research the type of gas is not important.... Nitro, helium.... It just needs to displace the oxygen to create hypoxia.

I'm somehow excited about this method.. I am a brainy type and I like to make shit....

Most likely was the watered down helium.... The youngs ladys suicide was in 2014.... before the helium hype and shortage. PPH says that Nitro is prefeered now anywayz..........

Wish I had ordered nitrogen instead but wasn't sure how available it was and helium was easy to get. I was SO discouraged as I really and truly believed it would work

 

[TowerUpright]

.. I am a brainy type and I like to make shit....

This made my night...

 

[Sweet emotion]

thank you hun


C0 was my first choice and was what I failed attempt in Jan. The problem is the smell. No matter where I do it, it will leave the strong smell of gas in a vehicle. Due to this I am limited to where I can go since I will not CTB at home. This is a strong backup if all else fails with the Exit Bag, but I am deeply touched by a young lady who succesfully CTB at age 22, A beautiful Black girl... whose story I resonated with. She did it in her car with a helium tank. I love the fact that in just a few breaths consciousness is lost..... I love the idea of taking that HUGE inhale..... I do Yoga so and have done breathwork so i understand how to empty my lungs and control of the breath..... Plus... To be able to contrust with my OWN hands the means for my own peaceful exit appeals to the need for control that is rooted deeply within me. I watched the Betty video.... Cute little old lady.... I'm like yup. This is it.


Plus the uncertainty of SN really freaked me out....... I don't like heart palpitations... And I'm prone to tachydria.... So, I am opting out of it for sure..... Bought all that shit for nothing lmao... I guess thats just part of the path..

Hey sweetie. I never knew there were so many ways to kill yourself. This is so surreal.

 

[sleepy dog]

I don't understand what you mean by uncertainty with SN. As long no vomiting happens, it works.

 

[Sadwind]

Nothing wrong with a change of plans

 

[Dawn0071111]

I don't understand what you mean by uncertainty with SN. As long no vomiting happens, it works.

Lots of mixed reports wit the research I have done....... Plus SN can't top blacking out within a few breaths.......

 

[Lethe]

I did the opposite and went from Nitrogen to SN. Supposedly SN doesn't have any long-term repercussions for botched attempts.

 

[sleepy dog]

I have what is needed for Nitrogen bag and SN methods. I still have to make the bag, which is intimidating me. It seems hard to make. I worry about the bag failing in some way or the tank falling over and the hose coming off. With SN I worry about vomiting and the effects before going unconscious, mostly the vomiting though.

 

[Final Escape]

I am opting out of c0 and SN. I have decided to do the Exit Bag...... Its worth the trouble......

If a 22 year old can pull it off successfully, so can I.....

Just a breath or two..then sleep. (Using Nitro)

It's harder than it seems. I mean it's effective but it's hard because of the feeling like you are suffocating. I didn't feel like it was instant or fail proof enough for me.

 

[sleepy dog]

There is not supposed to be a feeling of suffocating. That would mean that there is CO2 in the bag, which means it is being done wrong.

 

[Dawn0071111]

It's harder than it seems. I mean it's effective but it's hard because of the feeling like you are suffocating. I didn't feel like it was instant or fail proof enough for me.

Did you make the kit exactly following pph instuctions? What kind of gas did u use?

This made my night...

So glad... its so nice to.have those moments while living in the valley

 

[Morphosis]

It's harder than it seems. I mean it's effective but it's hard because of the feeling like you are suffocating. I didn't feel like it was instant or fail proof enough for me.

I didn't feel like I was suffocating while the gas was still flowing, it actually feels like a cool breeze. It was only when the tanks ran out and bag deflated that it gets uncomfortable

 

[Rachel74]

Thinking of you

 

[a_strange_day]

I am opting out of c0 and SN. I have decided to do the Exit Bag...... Its worth the trouble.......
Just a breath or two..then sleep. (Using Nitro)

It was my first choice but the setup seems complicated and since you have to buy the Max D regulator it would have been as expensive as N. But I have to admit that it seems so peaceful...No need for any physical preparation or anti emetics regimen.
Hopefully the debreather will be available soon.

 

[Sunset Limited]

I think Inert gas is the most peaceful method after N. My first plan was inert gas. Then changed to SN. Inert gas is not possible because I had to do it in a hotel room. I think there are a few important details in this method.

- Sufficient amount of gas
- Amount of gas flow
- Not falling down while unconscious
- Percent purity of gas.

While unconscious, spasms caused by hypoxia can ruin everything. If I went this way, I'd tie myself up somewhere.That's why I don't prefer this method at the hotel. If you're going to do it at home, I believe you can handle it. My heart is with you