Venting i can't.

[sad_dude]

it's hard to actually commit suicide when there's this weird urge or reaction in my head. When im about to do it, I would suddenly start to imagine that certain person, my teacher before (who actually took the time to take care of me). I would see him giving out an ugly surreal cry, and then I just stop.


I know, im dumb and overdramatic. I hate myself... so much.

 

[d3j3ct3dl0s3r05]

yeah dude it sucks sm but I'm trying to suppress those feelings so I can finally have some peace