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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
I think i have to try all days to ctb..
I got the rope for hanging and already placed, last time i was scared to jump from the chair
I will try all days and hoping that gonna help me to defeat SI
 
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GreenBanana23

GreenBanana23

Suicidal Banana
Mar 5, 2023
78
Good luck i Hope you find the peace you are looking for, I'd definitely like to be updated and know when and how things are gonna go
 
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corazon

corazon

"a heart's a heavy burden"
Mar 30, 2023
94
I'm in a similar boat. Thinking of you ❤️
 
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OneOneOne

Member
Jun 17, 2023
5
Yep I'm in a similar place too, except I failed today and don't know when my next window to try will be, could be a month.
 
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oh_no191

oh_no191

“Is it better to speak or to die?”
Jun 11, 2023
56
I hope it works for you!! I hope you find eternal happiness and peace because you definitely deserve it
 
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Rack.-

Rack.-

Trying to understand this world
Jun 11, 2023
96
If you aren't really sure about it take your time to re-think. You don't need to rush things and we are here to help ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,230
I envy those who succeed with hanging, to me it sounds like such a terrifying method and it's certainly like the survival instinct exists just to prolong suffering and keep us trapped here. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans, I wish it wasn't so difficult to leave, it's such a cruel punishment how suicide isn't easier.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,244
I wish you strength to finally achieve your greatest wish to leave this world. When the right time is there for you it will be easy! It's such a difficult task to overcome SI. I wish you all the best!
 
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