Venting I can't wait to get the FUCK OUT OF HERE!!! *Glad I got triggered again*

[Crushed_Innocence]

I just wanted to share that I hate my life. I hate this world. I am starting to hate people which is a sure sign my time is up as a hyper-sensitive soul.

I don't hate who I am but I hate WHAT I am. And the "what" trumps the "who"...

What am I? A goddammed Borderline. Imagine finding out at 40! My past timeline LITTERED with epic failure one after another. I got GHOSTED TODAY. I love it.

I needed the reminder, of all the selfishness, callousness, unpredictability, LACK OF COURTESY AND BASIC DECENCY... Rules the evolved species of primates called the human. Ugh... what a joke. All of this. With the last shred of dignity I have left over the next two weeks I am going to put my plan into overdrive-

Sometimes I would stand on the cliffs and see the city, lights, sunsets, birds, the ocean & my heart would start to get a little heavy.....

But I ain't staying here for sunshine. Its the PEOPLE that suck. And that includes me.
I swear yall, Im gonna make an.epic exit out of this bitch. After being born into a torture chamber to suffer, I am SO GLAD at the very least I can choose my own death.

Soon no more desperation, lonliness, bitterness, deep shame, disappointment, isolation..

Being nothing but a second class, bottom feeding, runt of the litter who needs to "take it up the ass with no vaseline" from life, smile, and say thank you while documenting trite survival needs in a fucking GRATITUDE JOURNAL...HAHAHAHA

Please have confetti when I post my goodbye thread... Yall have no idea how much dis bitch wants the fuck outta here...

 

[S1mpleme]

I've got many people that ghost me, don't pay attention. I'm still here for you.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Ghosting seems to be sadly normal nowadays, people have no idea the damage it can cause.

Talk to us here, we got you ❤

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

I just wanted to share that I hate my life. I hate this world. I am starting to hate people which is a sure sign my time is up as a hyper-sensitive soul.

I don't hate who I am but I hate WHAT I am. And the "what" trumps the "who"...

What am I? A goddammed Borderline. Imagine finding out at 40! My past timeline LITTERED with epic failure one after another. I got GHOSTED TODAY. I love it.

I needed the reminder, of all the selfishness, callousness, unpredictability, LACK OF COURTESY AND BASIC DECENCY... Rules the evolved species of primates called the human. Ugh... what a joke. All of this. With the last shred of dignity I have left over the next two weeks I am going to put my plan into overdrive-

Sometimes I would stand on the cliffs and see the city, lights, sunsets, birds, the ocean & my heart would start to get a little heavy.....

But I ain't staying here for sunshine. Its the PEOPLE that suck. And that includes me.
I swear yall, Im gonna make an.epic exit out of this bitch. After being born into a torture chamber to suffer, I am SO GLAD at the very least I can choose my own death.

Soon no more desperation, lonliness, bitterness, deep shame, disappointment, isolation..

Being nothing but a second class, bottom feeding, runt of the litter who needs to "take it up the ass with no vaseline" from life, smile, and say thank you while documenting trite survival needs in a fucking GRATITUDE JOURNAL...HAHAHAHA

Please have confetti when I post my goodbye thread... Yall have no idea how much dis bitch wants the fuck outta here...

Ok go off girl. I can relate to you on a spiritual level about how desperate wanting to leave. The world sucks and it's even worse to know what you have become or how it creates you. However for me I'm upset that I have to end my life but EXCITED for all of this nonsense bullshit to finally be over. literally saying "peace out, it's been real" when I departure from this world.

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

Ok go off girl. I can relate to you on a spiritual level about how desperate wanting to leave. The world sucks and it's even worse to know what you have become or how it creates you. However for me I'm upset that I have to end my life but EXCITED for all of this nonsense bullshit to finally be over. literally saying "peace out, it's been real" when I departure from this world.

Yup thats it, peace out bitches!

 

[FadeAway00]

I just wanted to share that I hate my life. I hate this world. I am starting to hate people which is a sure sign my time is up as a hyper-sensitive soul.

I don't hate who I am but I hate WHAT I am. And the "what" trumps the "who"...

What am I? A goddammed Borderline. Imagine finding out at 40! My past timeline LITTERED with epic failure one after another. I got GHOSTED TODAY. I love it.

I needed the reminder, of all the selfishness, callousness, unpredictability, LACK OF COURTESY AND BASIC DECENCY... Rules the evolved species of primates called the human. Ugh... what a joke. All of this. With the last shred of dignity I have left over the next two weeks I am going to put my plan into overdrive-

Sometimes I would stand on the cliffs and see the city, lights, sunsets, birds, the ocean & my heart would start to get a little heavy.....

But I ain't staying here for sunshine. Its the PEOPLE that suck. And that includes me.
I swear yall, Im gonna make an.epic exit out of this bitch. After being born into a torture chamber to suffer, I am SO GLAD at the very least I can choose my own death.

Soon no more desperation, lonliness, bitterness, deep shame, disappointment, isolation..

Being nothing but a second class, bottom feeding, runt of the litter who needs to "take it up the ass with no vaseline" from life, smile, and say thank you while documenting trite survival needs in a fucking GRATITUDE JOURNAL...HAHAHAHA

Please have confetti when I post my goodbye thread... Yall have no idea how much dis bitch wants the fuck outta here...

LOL SAME. I relate so hard. Even the gratitude journal bit haha. I had a total break down yesterday, I even spat on my boyfriend who was "trying to help". I'm a complete twat!

You know where I can never be a complete twat? In the grave! Lol.

I'm honestly not ready to go yet (maybe I enjoy being miserable), but I definitely look forward to it.

Anyway, thanks for making me smile. I'm borderline too and I know how much humour can take the edge off that pain and anger.