Plentiful_Despair
Experienced
- Aug 23, 2024
- 265
I'm 22, never able to work and tried literally every kind of job. They all make me want to actively kill myself when I wake up in the morning and need to get ready for work after a few days, even part-time, I held the barrel to my head several times in the last year but couldn't pull the trigger. This is the most frustrating thing about existing to me, that almost everyone else can actually earn money and still has energy and will to live their lifes.
And regardless of who I talked to (many therapists over many years...) no one understands what I mean. They literally laughed at me, like I'm insane for questioning the validity of the holy capitalistic system.
And regardless of who I talked to (many therapists over many years...) no one understands what I mean. They literally laughed at me, like I'm insane for questioning the validity of the holy capitalistic system.