i mean, im just ending my life now
of course i dont have to be sorry about ending my life
please calm me down during this fucking stormif you want you can talk to me, i'm here for you
i wish i could be there in person to be more sincere, but i am truly sorry for whatever is happening in your life to make you feel the way we all do here. i feel bad for every single person on here. i want you to know that even though we all are here for the same reasons, it doesn't mean that it's ok for us all to feel this way. it is so not ok that you are struggling and want to die. it's awful, actually. i can only understand the decision to kys, but i will never say that someone should. with that, i hope you know you are cared for. if you feel that no one cares at all in your life, know that i do. i know how you feel because i feel it every damn day and i bet you do to. it is utterly terrifying and lonely and i really hope you can pull yourself out even for just a second. you don't deserve to feel that way ever. i'm so sorry.
hmm ok there was this cat named berlouse. he was born in a small forest behind some houses along with 5 other kittens. unfortunately, berlouse was born with wobbly legs. he can walk and get from point a to point b, but it just takes him a bit longer and his foot steps sound asynchronous. the human family that he belonged to didn't like his wobbly legs, so they dropped him off at their cat lady neighbors house. the cat lady's name was diane and she never said no to any cat, and berlouse was no exception. she welcomed him with open arms and took a special interest in him. it could've been his wacky legs that made him unique, or maybe his big eyes, but nevertheless they became best friends. berlouse wanders with the other cats, but prefers the backyard cats. there are two types of cats at diane's house- the backyard cats and the front yard cats. the backyard cats have been there for ages. the front yard cats are generally newer to the mix and greet visitors, but are pretty skiddish and tend to run away if you try to pet them. the front yard and back yard cats NEVER mix.
berlouse is his own type of cat. he gets to go wherever he wants, and sleeps at the end of diane's bed. he is the only cat who gets to roam inside, but doesn't act superior to the others. one day two kittens came inside and started stealing his food. berlouse is a gentleman, but as the kittens continued to graze, he grew tired and frustrated. he swatted at them to hopefully get them scared. the kittens fought back- they stood their ground and swatted right back at berlouse. berlouse made one more swat and out of no where a magical gust of wind came through and sent the kittens flying back. berlouse was shocked and confused. how did this happen with just a swat? he looked down at his bowl to find it was full of his favorite treats. he couldn't believe it! out of curiosity, he swatted again. poof! another bowl appeared, but this time with some milk. berlouse had been wanting some milk all day, but diane didn't get the message. berlouse couldn't understand if he was magical, or if someone else was helping him from beyond.
diane suffers from nightmares a lot that wake her up in the middle of the night and she struggles to fall back asleep. berlouse knows this, so to put his magic to the test he thought about her being able to sleep through the night, wobbled across the bed, and swatted at her face. she seemed startled and confused, but berlouse knew she would thank him if she knew why he did that. the next morning berlouse woke up and realized he hadn't woken up in the middle of the night, which meant diane didn't either! he knew these powers were his and was gonna put them to use.
berlouse used his powers to walk normally when diane wasn't around, and that's because he didn't want her to think something was up if he wasn't wobbling. he would run as fast as he could to catch birds, climb trees, and wander around the forest he was born in. he loved the forest, but could never visit because it was too far of a walk for him when he had his wobbly legs. he built a little fort for himself in the woods. he used his powers to create a magical space for himself made of wood, vines, and baby's breath. he loved the little white flowers and would brush up against them before laying down. he would go in there when it was raining so he could hear the little droplets fall around him while he got to stay dry in his fort. he also used his powers to create a calm energy to bring the front and backyard cats together. they became a community and realized they had a lot more in common than they thought, and wondered why they ever thought they shouldn't mix. berlouse still was the only cat that got to be inside, but he liked that. he was the most loyal to diane and connected with her the most. he used his powers to also help the feral cats that wandered the streets at night. he built them their own little forts to sleep in and would make food appear in front of their hungry eyes.
if any cat was to be given powers, we are happy it was berlouse. he was the right choice and made everyone and every cat happy.
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