I can't take it anymore

[Idideverythingwrong]

I really need a method that I can do in the comfort of my own home, please, I can't take it anymore.
I ruined my life and the lives of those around me with my drug addiction, I don't have the strength to get out of bed, I feel like I'm psychotic, that I'm in a hole with no way out.
I need to do it now, there is no more time, I am in constant vigilance and that makes it more difficult.
With my current desperation I could slit my wrists but I don't think it would be effective.
I don't have a good anchor point for hanging.
Could I drink bleach?
I need to leave and I need to leave now.
Private messages are appreciated.

 

[Shadows From Hell]

I'm sorry you are in this situation. Drug addiction is a hard habit to break, and can destroy family and friend relationships.

You're right about the slitting wrists method. It's a very painful method, and.your SI will more than likely kick in.

I'm not sure about the drinking bleach method. I don't think I've ever read about a suicide from this. But I can only imagine the smell and taste would stop you instantly.

 

[Theresnoescape]

I'm sorry you're going through that, and I'm sorry I don't really have any advice for you.
We're all here for you though if you need to vent.
Hopefully someone will have better advice than I can offer you, don't do anything impulsive, better to plan properly to make sure you're certain.

 

[human909]

I am very sorry for the pain you have to deal with, i don't have any advice right now i'm afraid but i might find some later.

 

[Idideverythingwrong]

I am very sorry for the pain you have to deal with, i don't have any advice right now i'm afraid but i might find some later.

Damn, I'd be so happy with a gun

I'm sorry you are in this situation. Drug addiction is a hard habit to break, and can destroy family and friend relationships.

You're right about the slitting wrists method. It's a very painful method, and.your SI will more than likely kick in.

I'm not sure about the drinking bleach method. I don't think I've ever read about a suicide from this. But I can only imagine the smell and taste would stop you instantly.

Yes that's just what I did, a beautiful family, a young and smart guy, cocaine ruined everything, I ruined everything
There has to be a fucking method that can be done at home, avicii grabbed a bottle and cut himself, or is that a lie?