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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
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As soon as I wake up I dwell about how terrible life is
When I try to do positive distractions like exercising at the gym I still think about how pointless life is
When I'm eating food i think how bad life is
At work I constantly think life sucks
I can't even enjoy movies because of these constant automatic intrusive thoughts
Meditation doesn't help either
Thoughts of how bad life is plagues my mind 24 7
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Relate too. Depression is fuckin evil.
 
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divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Same I just think about death and intrusive thoughts no matter what I'm doing
 
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sussshiroll

Student
Mar 17, 2023
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Same, But i always think about people that are in worse condition than me or starvation and i live through the days..
It makes you a little thankful
 
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