Help i cant stop beating my eye

[nopurposeinanything]

adding onto my previous post (about my eye), this has genuinely become a problem even if its started only a day ago. I keep on beating the shit out of my eye any chance I get for no reason. I dont even know why. I've always struggled with self harm, but its never been this repetitive and bad. I cant go like an hour without beating my eye again. I dont know whats wrong with me.

 

[sahnekäse]

sorry if this sounds presumptuous or like diagnosing you with anything etc. but regardless of whether or not the diagnosis associated applies it makes me think of autistic stims / RRBs that are basically self harmful and I've had kinda similar ones. I think the reason is somehow it allows some kind of stress/pressure built up in us to release but no matter what it is that sounds difficult.

Do you think you could maybe find a way to like wean down or is it one of those things that just starts automatically?