Yeah, nor can I.
I find it difficult to operate knowing that everything I'm doing doesn't matter at all. I'm even struggling to write this post.
It's.. Disconnecting. Everyone seems to feel like what they're doing matters, and it's difficult to even talk about this because.. I can't formulate this feeling. I can't.
It's like comparing apples to watermelons. How could I ever talk about how pointless everything is to someone who does and says things with the backbone that what they say and do matters? I don't think I'm making sense. Sigh.