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Coffeandamug
Words are quite useless, and so am I.
- Oct 22, 2020
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I was reading some threads and some people here had happy lives before going to a darker place in life. I envy those people a little... I guess the only moments that I was happy were when I was a naive kid, but since 9, 10... the torment began. Since then I haven't experienced happines a day in my life. I have had, at most, happy moments with an underlying, constant agony underneath... It is kind of fucked up that, existencially, that was never able to feel a happiness tha is not bittersweet... I hate this fucked up world...